Im on my vacay visiting the best friends here in Cyberjaya and Shah Alam. Another week of meeting em, spending the time together and jalan jalan cari makan. Ida and Fya did not spend raya because of working so here I am visiting em with kuih raya and dodol to cheer em up. Currently at HP Cafeteria while blogging this. Wanna stay home actually but there's an Indon and Indian workers doing some wiring on the aircond at the third room. They all saw me with those perverted looks and scary behavior and I was like "okay im going to tag along to HP'. Like seriously I dont wanna stay home, even with the taekwondo skills I learned in high schools I better avoid this kind of shit before it getting worse. Like who's going to help me if there's anything happen right?
Back to the main topic here. Everyone is busy and working right now so the only time I can meet them all is during the weekend. I can't wait to start work on September, I wasted a lot of time doing nothing actually. Yes I travel a lot during the unemployed time but there is a time where you'll wondering and it'll definitely lead to overthinking. Like why this happen to you, why no one want to employed you, why you the one is still not working bla bla bla. But Syukur Alhamdulillah, unemployed no more. I have been accepted to work in the sales department at one of the hotel in Ipoh. I will work there for few months before I find another job near ze best friends. That is why I decided to pay them a visit this week since Im not sure when will I get time to meet them when I start working later. A short trip during weekend can la.
A lot of people been asking whether I will continue Master or not. To tell ya all the truth, Master study is NEVER in my future plan. Im so tired with my course with all the management, policy and stuff, Im exhausted. I went for the interview because at that time Im in Shah Alam, I no need to buy the pin no, and the gang urge me to just try and see what happen. You see they are only several who interested in cont Master so if you got invitation to go interview, you know that you will definitely get it. Interview were just like lepak sembang and know you and your future plan is. And now I get job ady , Im so gonna say goodbye to this. Sorry dear friends who's urging me to continue for Master, this is indeed a good opportunity and bright plan for future but I dont wanna cause troubles with this sudden decision. I need money for fees, a place to stay and all. Thus I decided to say NO to it. Maybe next year, In Sha Allah.
This time, during the trip ( been here for about 6 days, woah) I have been realize many many things actually. I was like 'sedar diri' mode that everything happen for a reason. Everyone of us have our own struggles, our own fight, our on life. Everyone’s path is different. Embrace your unique journey. It’s all yours and everything that’s happening around you is happening for a reason. When we stop trying to fight reality, we open up space for good things to come to us. When we stop spending time being upset about the past or fearing the future, we free up space to develop awareness. When we stop trying to fight our feelings and control the uncontrollable, we free up energy that can be used for acceptance, love, and peace … inside and out.Some people don't understand that in life there are many different paths for all of us. Sometimes we start down one before we realize we don't like the direction it is going and in the long run the destination it is taking us to is not the one we wish to arrive at. At this point people make their new paths. That doesn't mean the path we left won't meet up with the path we make for ourselves later in life. Everyone has to choose their own path. When they allow others to choose for them they will ultimately be unhappy. Walk your path, be proud of your choices, and don't regret anything because you can learn from everything.
So if you stress out that you are still unemployed or unhappy with you job or life, don't give up because the best is yet to come. Good things will come later. In Sha Allah.
Till the next post. Have a blissfull week ahead silent readers.
